I’m really trying to balance
to do work
for the craft,
to do work
for my survival,
but also, there is so much I feel from everything happening in the world,
that is slowing me down.
not slowing down as a bad thing though,
slowing down as demanding a greater depth of my presence.
I hate that we are expected to move at the same speed as if our humanity is not on the line???
what is the point of building all this technology if we can’t save each other?
(what are we saving instead?)
I don’t think people are grasping the amount of erasure/displacement/loss/grief collecting in our current time.
are we not meant to be present with the world we are connected to? to the world we are trying to connect to?
what kind of world(s) are we trying to connect to?