i think i'm just going to have to accept that i will probably spend all my life feeling like a complete fraud in everything i do and all the art i am trying to make and just go with it because i don't have any other choice and this imposter syndrome isn't going away anytime soon so i might as well befriend it, huh
every time i think i'm sure about some aspect of myself and who i am i find out i'm wrong, and that's... actually fine.