"I believed for a long time that there was strength in vulnerability, and I really don't believe that anymore. "Strength" and "vulnerability" sound opposite as words. And so to combine them sounds wise, but I don't know if it is wise.
It's just this realization that hit me: "Oh, right, it's a choice whether you will be truthful or a liar." If I start to tell a story and then I decide not to tell the story anymore, I can stop. It's my story. The expectation for artists to be vulnerable and truthful is a lot, you know? When it's no longer a choice.
Like, in order for me to satisfy expectations, there needs to be an outpouring of my heart or my experiences in a very truthful, vulnerable way. I'm more interested in lies than that. Like, give me a full on motion-picture fantasy."